I wonder, at this point, whether I am really a stay at home mom. Since Erika has started school, I have had so much freedom. I miss her deperately and it's been so strange without her. I am at her school every Wednesday. That is great fun. I wish life could be like it is in Kindergarten. Kids are kids but they are much nicer to each other at this age. There are no cliques. They are ready to help. Hopefully, it will go on for at least one more year.